"It's not what you
go through that makes you strong: it is how you handle the situation that gives
you strength." — Tanya R. Liverman
"My best testimonies are from the times I
thought I couldn't survive." — Tanya R. Liverman
At times we all need a
reminder that HE SEES us and uses us in ways we can't imagine. (Me)
HE LOVES US DEARLY EVEN
THOUGH WE MIGHT FEEL LIKE WE CAN’T DO IT ANYMORE.
Sometimes you just need a good cry and when you have to be
strong for so many other things, using a movie as an excuse works well. Many of
you don’t know that our granddaughter, Aubrey, (27) went into the hospital on
April 24th. She has endocarditis and some other things that are very
frightening. I always loved Advent Hospitals but the care Aubrey got at the one
at Deland was not up to their normal level. They sent her to the one in Daytona
saying she needed an operation on her heart valve, but then she was not well
enough for it. Then they sent her back to Deland and said they were just going
to continue with antibiotic treatments. With the COVID19 the visitation rules are changed. I finally
got to see her for the first time this last Monday. While I was there, she got
the chills then I felt her forehead and it seemed warm. All the time I was there
no one came in to check on her unless I went out to get them or she called and
waited. So, before I left, I mentioned they should probably take her temperature,
but the nurse said she’d check on her later.
That night they released her to just get out-patient
infusion treatments. By Friday, they said she had a fever when she went for her
infusion and also now Pulmonary aneurysms.
Last night they sent her to Shands and it seems the same. They say she
needs an operation then say maybe not. It is very frustrating. The sad thing is
they say she can only see one visitor for the duration of her stay; it must be
the same visitor. I was ready to go today, even just to sit in the waiting
room, but they are not allowing people in hospitals. Ashley and I helped by
watching baby Mathis, she more than me, as since he’s a busy toddler and I’m
old, it just works out that way. I try to tag team with her. I just pray for
Aubrey and for baby Mathis who misses his mom and is confused.
So Bill and I watched a movie tonight, The Art of Racing in
the Rain. You will smile, you will cry and if life seems hard, a good cry can
be cleansing. I know I needed to.
If you haven’t seen the movie, watch it. Tame by today’s
standards, but precious as a family movie. https://movieweb.com/the-art-of-racing-in-the-rain-trailer/
“Then Simeon blessed them and said to Mary, His
mother, for the fall and rising of many in Israel and for a sign which shall be
spoken against (yes, a sword will pierce through your own soul also) that the
hearts of many may be revealed.” Luke 2:34-35